double strum

so for those of you who know shane and shane, actually for those of you who still read this blog, i want to learn how to double strum. its a technique of strumming guitar which requires rapid twitch-convulsions from the wrist area of your arm/hand to hit strings with your pic in quick succession. its... very tough. especially cause i am blessed with voluntary-muscular-twitching-ness-itis.

on a different note.

i might be going to live my deam next year, if i make it into the post secondary institution i am applying for right now. that is if i get my application in, in time. haha..... hopefully i will, but if not i that's okay too. but its been really wierd this semester, i've been starting to actually enjoy my classes for once... in my whole 22 years of life.... kinda awkward realizing that i enjoy "schooling" but kinda nice at the same time, i want to go to school and do well...ish hahaha. maybe we'll see about the doing well.

and i guess to continue the list of the things i want to do

i wanted to challenge myself to be faithful in my relationship with God, not having my devotion time turn into just a habit that i do every day, but something that furthers my relationship with God. maybe ill have to start with doing devotions for the sake of my relationship with God, rather than to impress certain people with my head knowledge...or for it to be the sole reason to prove to myself that i am worthy to be a leader... or just to have the appearance of having my life in order.... when i am internally doubting my faith, and the abilities that i have been blessed with by God.


so.... i guess ill start with the double strum.